I said yesterday that I was going to go up Gable after work, but I was weak minded/nesh/wimped out etc. I ran back from work to the car, and in the process got soaked as it was still raining heavily. I'd decided I didn't feel like it by that point but then beat myself up about it. As I reached the car it stopped raining so I changed my mind and headed towards Wasdale, then changed my mind again and found myself driving home. I'm still angry with myself. Yes is had been very wet and was still very windy with some pretty big gusts, and yes I was a bit shivery in the car even with the heating on full, but I think I was just making excuses!
Got home and said I'll go out later, knowing full well that I wouldn't, and I didn't.
Must apply myself more.
I rode hard into work this morning as punishment. Of sorts.
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